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Im feeling depressed as shit rn however im not gonna go into details cs im not a lonely ass middle schooler anymore

ShieldMouse wrote: 2f4b1v

Im feeling depressed as shit rn however im not gonna go into details cs im not a lonely ass middle schooler anymore
This is way funnier to me that it should be, good luck man.

ShieldMouse wrote: 2f4b1v

Im feeling depressed as shit rn however im not gonna go into details cs im not a lonely ass middle schooler anymore
damn hope ur going to get better
at this point I just want to go on winter break man

good thing it is just a day away!!
my face rn

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imagine being mentally stable and healthy (ancient myth)

i hioe you all are gonna be somewhat oki tho ^^
Had an appointment with a psychiatrist yesterday, and got prescribed anti-depressants, guess I will see if it will help me over time
im somewhat stressed because of tomorrow

as we're watching the boy and the heron and fear if the tickets get sold out
im completely insane 🔥🔥

Steeven wrote: 5lm5z

im completely insane 🔥🔥
most insane boccher fan

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

Steeven wrote: 5lm5z

im completely insane 🔥🔥
most insane boccher fan
omg hi steven strabgled red im joking i promise but anyway hiya steeven
Sounds like a new website, as long as it's not Discord i'm interested :)
In of mental health, I'm not a doctor, but from my research, it starts with your plate. This is my opinion, so get professional opinions on this matter.

The food we eat has been poisoned with all kinds of chemicals, some of them linked to mental health issues (like fast food linked to depression, wheat linked to schizophrenia, many more like that). This is especially true when it's in line with an autoimmune issue as well. You can change that by changing what's on your plate (for example, from chemical-laden foods and major food allergies to a gluten-free, bovine dairy-free, soy-free and refined sugar-free diet like I am, or a low carb diet like Keto or Paleo).
i'm feeling like a bucket
not doing my best (temporarily)

hormones and not seeing friends and sunlight and stuff due to weather sucks. procrastinating on school work (had to do e-learning because of a blizzard and we only had school 2 out of 5 days this week, and both days were 2 hour delay days... and when i do work at home i have no motivation at all)
also other stuff too but still

otherwise i'm okay

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

i'm feeling like a bucket
now feeling like i'm going to out

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

i'm feeling like a bucket
now feeling like i'm going to out
are you okay?

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

i'm feeling like a bucket
now feeling like i'm going to out
are you okay?
oh no don't worry, i just can't stay awake at 1AM lol

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

i'm feeling like a bucket
now feeling like i'm going to out
are you okay?
oh no don't worry, i just can't stay awake at 1AM lol
ah okay
glad you're okay <3

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

i'm feeling like a bucket
now feeling like i'm going to out
are you okay?
oh no don't worry, i just can't stay awake at 1AM lol
ah okay
glad you're okay <3
we love being okay <3
GOOD
i'm feeling tired lol

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

i'm feeling tired lol
same

B0ii wrote: 334pr

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

i'm feeling tired lol
same
i mean, i always feel tired when i have to wake up at 7am because of school so yeah

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

B0ii wrote: 334pr

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

i'm feeling tired lol
same
i mean, i always feel tired when i have to wake up at 7am because of school so yeah
6 am here, because the ride to my school is long ;-;
one attempt a true autist (diagnosed as a kid)
way better now since I am shredded I therefore can't be sad

B0ii wrote: 334pr

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

B0ii wrote: 334pr

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

i'm feeling tired lol
same
i mean, i always feel tired when i have to wake up at 7am because of school so yeah
6 am here, because the ride to my school is long ;-;
damn strength on you man
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cephaphysic wrote: 4c1b2t

looking in the mirror is really uncomfortable when the person looking back doesn't feel like you at all
this does happen to me whenever i wake up at 3am and go get something to drink instead of sleeping like a normal human being 😄🔫

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

cephaphysic wrote: 4c1b2t

looking in the mirror is really uncomfortable when the person looking back doesn't feel like you at all
this does happen to me whenever i wake up at 3am and go get something to drink instead of sleeping like a normal human being 😄🔫
drinking wataer makes your kidney start to 'active' work and you are probably sensitive enough to wake up just by drinking water

__scripting wrote: h396s

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

cephaphysic wrote: 4c1b2t

looking in the mirror is really uncomfortable when the person looking back doesn't feel like you at all
this does happen to me whenever i wake up at 3am and go get something to drink instead of sleeping like a normal human being 😄🔫
drinking wataer makes your kidney start to 'active' work and you are probably sensitive enough to wake up just by drinking water
is it the reason why i drink too much water in general? (like 2 large water bottles a day)

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

__scripting wrote: h396s

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

cephaphysic wrote: 4c1b2t

looking in the mirror is really uncomfortable when the person looking back doesn't feel like you at all
this does happen to me whenever i wake up at 3am and go get something to drink instead of sleeping like a normal human being 😄🔫
drinking wataer makes your kidney start to 'active' work and you are probably sensitive enough to wake up just by drinking water
is it the reason why i drink too much water in general? (like 2 large water bottles a day)
maybe
i feel icky :'(
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__scripting wrote: h396s

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

__scripting wrote: h396s

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

cephaphysic wrote: 4c1b2t

looking in the mirror is really uncomfortable when the person looking back doesn't feel like you at all
this does happen to me whenever i wake up at 3am and go get something to drink instead of sleeping like a normal human being 😄🔫
drinking wataer makes your kidney start to 'active' work and you are probably sensitive enough to wake up just by drinking water
is it the reason why i drink too much water in general? (like 2 large water bottles a day)
maybe
I HATE MY KIDNEY THEN


lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

i feel icky :'(
strength on ya bestie <33333

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

i feel icky :'(
strength on ya bestie <33333
tysm bestie <3333
my tummy hurts, my head hurts, and i feel emotional rn
plus im a bit stressed... but my friend said they'd take me and my other friends on a drive tonight, so if that helps i'll be sure to let ya'll know here

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

i feel icky :'(
strength on ya bestie <33333
tysm bestie <3333
my tummy hurts, my head hurts, and i feel emotional rn
plus im a bit stressed... but my friend said they'd take me and my other friends on a drive tonight, so if that helps i'll be sure to let ya'll know here
i would say that the best thing would be to stay home, but if it helps you feel better then go for it!

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

i feel icky :'(
strength on ya bestie <33333
tysm bestie <3333
my tummy hurts, my head hurts, and i feel emotional rn
plus im a bit stressed... but my friend said they'd take me and my other friends on a drive tonight, so if that helps i'll be sure to let ya'll know here
i would say that the best thing would be to stay home, but if it helps you feel better then go for it!
driving around at night with my friends calms me down for some reason
it's strange, i know, but it always helps! so that's what i'll do soon :>
sooo... bye for now ig?

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

i feel icky :'(
strength on ya bestie <33333
tysm bestie <3333
my tummy hurts, my head hurts, and i feel emotional rn
plus im a bit stressed... but my friend said they'd take me and my other friends on a drive tonight, so if that helps i'll be sure to let ya'll know here
i would say that the best thing would be to stay home, but if it helps you feel better then go for it!
driving around at night with my friends calms me down for some reason
it's strange, i know, but it always helps! so that's what i'll do soon :>
sooo... bye for now ig?
see you next time then, and take care <3333

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

lostsilver wrote: 3v6x3l

i feel icky :'(
strength on ya bestie <33333
tysm bestie <3333
my tummy hurts, my head hurts, and i feel emotional rn
plus im a bit stressed... but my friend said they'd take me and my other friends on a drive tonight, so if that helps i'll be sure to let ya'll know here
i would say that the best thing would be to stay home, but if it helps you feel better then go for it!
driving around at night with my friends calms me down for some reason
it's strange, i know, but it always helps! so that's what i'll do soon :>
sooo... bye for now ig?
see you next time then, and take care <3333
you too buddy <333333
(im still gonna be here for a lil while, then imma go on a drive so ye :p)

forgor to say that i hath returned
the drive really helped me calm down, and i almost fell asleep while we were driving around haha (i was in the backseat)
feeling good

thank God for the day!
After a weird few days, I have become fully guarded with people again. I am okay with it
felt weird that i'm starting to do more maths whenever i'm really stressed about having to communicate with people
which is weird, i'd get 50% of it wrong anyways
Feel like punching a wall sometimes

At least I know I got some energy
Gone full circle, I am at peace with my unstable mind and look forward to the constant battle needed to keep it from making me go into my moods
i feel like crying rn
i hope everyone here is doing okay
i hope you all have a wonderful day/night <333
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cephaphysic wrote: 4c1b2t

feeling weirdly paradoxical rn
I thought you were always paradoxical
There is a bit too much organisation going on. I'm going to
1. give my apartment a whole make-over
2. incoming big job changes and
3. planning a website for people who found an animal in need of help (it's related to the voluntary work I used to do a few months ago and I like to change things to the better).
yes it's stressing but let's see where this goes~
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feeling great tonight

thank God for the day!

Lyawi wrote: lj38

There is a bit too much organisation going on. I'm going to
1. give my apartment a whole make-over
2. incoming big job changes and
3. planning a website for people who found an animal in need of help (it's related to the voluntary work I used to do a few months ago and I like to change things to the better).
yes it's stressing but let's see where this goes~
i'd also like to have such a busy life when i grow up, it looks so ✨INTERESTING✨ :o

Lyawi wrote: lj38

There is a bit too much organisation going on. I'm going to
1. give my apartment a whole make-over
2. incoming big job changes and
3. planning a website for people who found an animal in need of help (it's related to the voluntary work I used to do a few months ago and I like to change things to the better).
yes it's stressing but let's see where this goes~
gl

Lyawi wrote: lj38

There is a bit too much organisation going on. I'm going to
1. give my apartment a whole make-over
2. incoming big job changes and
3. planning a website for people who found an animal in need of help (it's related to the voluntary work I used to do a few months ago and I like to change things to the better).
yes it's stressing but let's see where this goes~
good luck lyawi
we're all cheering you on!! <33
lost my airpod case where could it be i cant live withhout music at school 😞☹️

[-Omni-] wrote: 4w4c4

lost my airpod case where could it be i cant live withhout music at school 😞☹️
this is why i'm too scared to buy wireless earphones 😭

[-Omni-] wrote: 4w4c4

lost my airpod case where could it be i cant live withhout music at school 😞☹️
I ate it. Thought it was a marshmallow, my bad g

Wimpy Cursed wrote: 3pr5g

[-Omni-] wrote: 4w4c4

lost my airpod case where could it be i cant live withhout music at school 😞☹️
I ate it. Thought it was a marshmallow, my bad g
you think marshmallows are supposed to be crunchy???

[-Omni-] wrote: 4w4c4

lost my airpod case where could it be i cant live withhout music at school 😞☹️
Happend to my friend 😭😭😭 he lost his other pair in a bus 💀💀💀
i attend therapy every week and it has been very beneficial; i strongly recommend it to anyone who has access 🙏🦐

ash wrote: 413m1z

i attend therapy every week and it has been very beneficial; i strongly recommend it to anyone who has access 🙏🦐
i don't need therapy, music is my therapy!
life is pointless for me and i have to cope with it

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Pillowey wrote: 6u4o72

life is pointless for me and i have to cope with it

are you ok oomfie??? :(

B0ii wrote: 334pr

Wimpy Cursed wrote: 3pr5g

[-Omni-] wrote: 4w4c4

lost my airpod case where could it be i cant live withhout music at school 😞☹️
I ate it. Thought it was a marshmallow, my bad g
you think marshmallows are supposed to be crunchy???
Very stale marshmallows, yes.

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

Pillowey wrote: 6u4o72

life is pointless for me and i have to cope with it

are you ok oomfie??? :(
yeah im fine, definitely not crying for help

Pillowey wrote: 6u4o72

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

Pillowey wrote: 6u4o72

life is pointless for me and i have to cope with it

are you ok oomfie??? :(
yeah im fine, definitely not crying for help
cornelius please stop posting on the ot forums and talk to your boyfriend or something idk

B0ii wrote: 334pr

cornelius please stop posting on the ot forums and talk to your boyfriend or something idk
fuck it, we ball

Pillowey wrote: 6u4o72

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

Pillowey wrote: 6u4o72

life is pointless for me and i have to cope with it

are you ok oomfie??? :(
yeah im fine, definitely not crying for help
mood

cephaphysic wrote: 4c1b2t

i think it's kind of funny how kid me knew what was going on, but was left entirely alone in dealing with it. so now i'm here. uncovering it all again after i tried (and failed) to fix it. though "fixing it" amounted to pretending i was normal so hard i actually convinced myself it was true. not even sure how much i want to be normal at this point
so what was going on??
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doing better since the vomiting thing, it wasnt a virus like my parents said, just a fisical reaction to stress and being tired
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that wasnt a panic atack, i had one 3 years ago and i felt very nervous i also felt like i was going to die lmao, i couldnt calm myself for a while. This was different because i was not nervous at all, im familiar with that feeling and it does not scare me anymore, this was something different i feel
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Reyalp51 wrote: 5i14

that wasnt a panic atack, i had one 3 years ago and i felt very nervous i also felt like i was going to die lmao, i couldnt calm myself for a while. This was different because i was not nervous at all, im familiar with that feeling and it does not scare me anymore, this was something different i feel
Could be anxiety? You should look into it.

Reyalp51 wrote: 5i14

that wasnt a panic atack, i had one 3 years ago and i felt very nervous i also felt like i was going to die lmao, i couldnt calm myself for a while. This was different because i was not nervous at all, im familiar with that feeling and it does not scare me anymore, this was something different i feel
Damn that’s a very creepy feeling. I cannot imagine that ngl
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Im feeling so stressed right now… having two presentations due to like tomorrow and the dumb me not preparing it
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i'm fine right now

thank God for the day!
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somehow i'm having a toothache on the upper left side of my mouth, but it's not disturbing lol

cephaphysic wrote: 4c1b2t

GOD I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO PERSONALLY FIST-FIGHT MY OWN BRAIN TO DO SOME THINGS

alright i'm less annoyed now
we can throw blows at each other so we can release steam from our days.
Pretty beneficial

Anaxii wrote: v2e29

somehow i'm having a toothache on the upper left side of my mouth, but it's not disturbing lol
it's gone now

good
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my mental health is at its lowest rn

jesus i hate sleeping with other people in the same room ;-;
BORED AS FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
In the heart of a bustling city, where the pulse of life reverberates through towering skyscrapers, there exists a hidden alleyway, a quiet sanctuary veiled from the chaos. Cobblestone paths wind their way between weathered buildings adorned with ivy, creating a nostalgic charm that transports visitors to another era. My name isn't actually Pete, a mysterious voice murmurs, breaking the silence as if carried by the wind. The scent of exotic spices and freshly brewed coffee lingers in the air, enticing ersby to explore the eclectic array of small shops that line the narrow lanes. It's along the lines of Keana, the enigmatic statement echoes, leaving behind a trail of intrigue. Colorful awnings flutter in the gentle breeze, casting dappled shadows on the mosaic of cobbled streets below. Stray cats slink through the shadows, their curious eyes reflecting the mystery that shrouds this enchanting enclave.

As twilight descends, the flicker of antique street lamps bathes the alley in a warm, amber glow, casting a spell that heightens the allure of this clandestine retreat. Soft strains of music waft from a hidden courtyard, where locals gather to share stories and laughter over glasses of rich, red wine. In this tucked-away haven, time seems to slow, allowing for moments of introspection and connection amidst the ceaseless rhythm of the outside world.
Im mentally getting stressed rn
Accidentally deleted something very important in my document and word automatically saved it…… makes me wanna punch my monitor………

Had to rewrite it from scratch amd was worth it. Had fun writing it

Mentality Restored ^^
Im ok, but on schools, I get bullied for sleeping in class, and also maybe sometimes get a Verbal abused (my PE teacher told that after my classmates called me something negatives to me)
(the verbal abuse was like few weeks or months ago)

AxisPraxisMDS wrote: 4e3o6d

Im ok, but on schools, I get bullied for sleeping in class, and also maybe sometimes get a Verbal abused (my PE teacher told that after my classmates called me something negatives to me)
(the verbal abuse was like few weeks or months ago)
bruh.... thats so mean tho like why????? i hope your situation gets better soon man

AxisPraxisMDS wrote: 4e3o6d

Im ok, but on schools, I get bullied for sleeping in class, and also maybe sometimes get a Verbal abused (my PE teacher told that after my classmates called me something negatives to me)
(the verbal abuse was like few weeks or months ago)
damn i had the same experience as u a few years ago.... people around my class made fun of me and i mostly didn't do anything about it. biggest mistake ive ever did. always tell the teacher about it
Living in Indonesia itself is already a hell I have to face from day to day

THE NOISES MUST KEEP ECHOING
Life is just fine, ig. There some headaches and hardships but I just need to try and make it tolerable enough.
Life is feeling like a stalemate right now.
right in the middle!
sleepy.. besides that im chililng
I feel pretty much burned out...

Even though I have to sleep right now, I really want to just draw something, because I just hate it whenever something has just left me with a bad feeling, it'll give me a bad time sleeping and now I'm trying to think of what the landscapes of my object show should be like...

Still haven't drawn anything...

AAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

edit: Okayyyyyyyyy okay...

I finally drew something!

But it's just a stupid house that no one ever gives a shit about bye
Pretty indifferent right now. I currently just exist, not really changing for the good nor bad just staying in a line so far.

UPR wrote: 4w1w33

Pretty indifferent right now. I currently just exist, not really changing for the good nor bad just staying in a line so far.
better than bad i suppose
I have left the indifferent stage, we are back to heading towards bad
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